Haven't read enough about Fa? O_o" Well, here are some more details for those who're interested.. Am guessing you must be interested in mentally disturbed artist, eh?

Fa had been mentally abused by people around her since young. And till now, it still continues. Tim, is like another part of her, that she's kept hidden. A part of her that almost surfaced into the real world when she was hit with depression back in year 2004. You could say that Tim, is a part of her mind that she didn't know exist, until she realised she had depression.

She realised that she seems to have, more than just 1 of her in her mind, back then. Does it make sense? On darker days, she even had to quarrel with more than just another voice in her head. It was as though there were 3 fa in her head. One angry, one depressed, one tired..

Fa was lucky, to be able to maintain control most of the time back then. While a part of her was depressed, and another part of her angsty, there is this another part of her that is observing herself. She studies herself. Blogging and noting down her thoughts and her acts.

When she was officially diagnosed with clinical depression by a specialist, she was upset to say the least. Upset that she's not normal. Upset that she's so weak, that she couldn't control her mind. Upset that her friends don't understand that she needs to eat her medicine regularly to recover.

So she ignore them, and tried her best to recover as fast as possible. She wanted to be normal once again. She struggled for more than a year.. And then one day, she realised.. She was never normal in the first place.

Having finally accept the fact that she's not normal, Fa starts to progress much faster. No longer will she delay or forget to eat her medicine. No longer does eating medicine feel like a chore. Soon, she realised that working for a company, is really not something she wanna do for the rest of her life. She realised how much she don't wish to leave this world, without doing something for herself. She don't want to leave this world with regrets.

She wanna do what she wanna do. She wanna live her life, for herself. Not for others. She left the corporate world, and went in search for her forgotten dream - to have her own brand.. to live her life, her way~